Dear Depression, I Hate You

What’s hard about Depression or a depressive episode is, that your friendship and relationship is suffering because of your mood.

Because you’re feeling nothing. Just emptiness. You’re getting cold. Distance yourself from close friends and your partner. They’re wondering why.

But you can’t just explain. You’re sitting there. Feeling numb and worthless. Everything in your life just didn’t turn out the way you expected them to be.

You’re saying that you’re feeling not important enough, just like a worthless thing. But they do not care. They don’t ask how you are feeling. They don’t do any kind of effort to get you out of the darkness. They don’t understand. And the battle begins.

And in the end, it’s all your fault…